28 May 2012
Detached
and disconnected; summed up in it's own imperfections; constantly
sinking in the past. Empty, bitter, angry... creating unbalance and
animosity. Nothing but a harmful entity making others suffer from a
detrimental behavior. This entity can't be called a him nor a she, just
an "it". An object. Something lacking human feelings, like a home
appliance, but making others carry all the weight of terrible actions
-or that was the best bet.
Who? Why? What? When? How? The face couldn't hide what was inside and the inside was hidden behind amazing charm, power, confidence, success, ambition, eloquence, respect and delightful manners. But, who could suspect that a sociopath was hiding in the darkness of a perfect A|X suit? No traits of violence, no traits of physical damage, no traits of confrontation.
Who? Why? What? When? How? The face couldn't hide what was inside and the inside was hidden behind amazing charm, power, confidence, success, ambition, eloquence, respect and delightful manners. But, who could suspect that a sociopath was hiding in the darkness of a perfect A|X suit? No traits of violence, no traits of physical damage, no traits of confrontation.
No
shame, no guilt, no remorse. Selfishness and pride could best describe
what later on will be discovered in the hateful words when alcohol was a
factor. From an innocent "I don't trust humans" to a more serious and
dictatorial "I did it to punish you, now you can understand my point and
learn a lesson." Toxic, mean, cunning, scheming, unscrupulous,
demanding, reckless, critic, hurtful... simply a troubled and chaotic
being in this universe. But the screams all sound the same.
It's over! The mirror fell off... Forever!
Intense, so much hate towards what?
Towards the past. I guess...
Towards the people that let "it" down before. I guess...
Some individuals don't need a reason to hate, they simply do.